Weekly Blog Nov 5

 The shortest yet longest week ever:

Let me just start of by saying, I don’t have any idea how I feel about this week or maybe I do but it just went by and I never realized it. But at the same time while I was there witnessing things and being active and doing, it actually went by pretty slow. I realize by this point I’m starting to sound like a broken record constantly mentioning how weeks are long and short both at once but it really is and so when I look back at it, it’s kind of like oh another week and I only have about two days of break until this repeats all over again. Anyways Monday was pretty okayyy. It was Halloween but tell me why, it didn’t feel like it at all. I dressed up and tried to fit the mood but it was just not giving anymore. The rest of the week was so plain and just my constant routine nowadays except for Thursday which was ISA. ISA was probably my only defining part of my week so yeah. ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEILANI I HOPE YOU SPENT IT WELL ( IF YOURE READING THIS!! )

Again I had no idea how to feel about this week because at some points it was really good and then at other parts I literally have no memory of what's happening. One of my highlights, Halloween dress out. That day was pretty fun because I loved my costume 😍 also everyone's dress out was soo cutee. BUT i was on tv on that day and I literally forgot my mask and also looked so scary because of the lighting 😭. Another highlight of the week is ISA. Even though I got an aggressive sock tan line it was pretty fun to just see all the schools participate in something at our campus. I think it turned out pretty nice compared to when we went to *some* other schools campus. Also the ISA lunch was one of the very good meals I ate this week like that teri burger never fails to be deliciouss. As for lowlights, I’ve started to create bad work habits again. Like when I go home I’d start on work then after 20 mins of working Id take a nap then suddenly its 6 AM and Im rushing to get ready. I don’t even know anymore like 😭 I should just start working somewhere that’s not near my bed. Other than this I didn’t really have much lowlights. I’m starting to get back from the mental mess that is last week.

My lesson learned is to organize yourself. I know this may sound like really corny but life is short and so you shouldn’t spend it on something that won’t make it enjoyable or make the hest out of your future. Obviously were all still trying to figure ourselves out, or just me but I’m starting to understand things for myself and be independent and I’ve learned this lesson through experiencing troubles that I’ve told no one about. I think everyone has something like that.

Last but not least, MAGIC NOTES!! I’m really starting to get the hang of magic notes, I think i’ve made a huge improvement as compared to last week :)) Anyways, it was quite difficult and reading my magic notes always makes me smile but my favorite magic note this week was Jaydens because it discusses elementary school me. I absolutely despised how I was in elementary school so to hear someone say that they’ve heard good things about me in my annoying pick me era is really nice. I’m happy I was at least memorable in a good way to someone.